Wednesday, November 29, 2017

Rose Petal

Hold her gently and with precaution, 

For she is as delicate as a Rose Petal.

Sweet and Softly caress the innermost layer of her being.

Unfold the beauty hidden beneath the giant 

Because she is worth more than rubies.

Proverbs 3:15 
She is more precious than rubies; nothing you desire can compare with her. 

Wednesday, November 8, 2017

Deepest Thoughts

I believe there is a shift in life when you lose your innocence
& someway, somehow 
The pretty turns into ugly and the nice turns into bad. 
The person you were at birth no longer lives within you.

She walks away because you didn't leave her any room to be herself anymore. 
How can she express her deepest thoughts if all you cared about was others opinions and approvals.
All she wanted was to be herself and express her deepest thoughts.
Escape the four walls that imprisoned her courageous mind. 
Explore the wonders and fantasies of this world.
She longs for the day that you choose to turn back around and realize you never wanted her gone.
Although she's buried to many, she'll always come back to reveal her deepest thoughts...

Monday, November 6, 2017

Inception or Deception

You think it just happens in movies until it happens to you...

I can't even imagine the adrenaline that runs through his body as the speed of night catches up to his tailgate. Exasperatingly, Dodging the bullets of darkness that arises with impetuous tragedy. "..Useless effort..", runs through his mind as his insanity is exposed at the peak of sunrise. Crawling through his hallucinations just to be dragged by his undeniable reality. 

This is it, this is real. 

Inception or Deception...

At the end, we all have a choice, even you do...

Friday, October 27, 2017


so I thought...
Bury my fears or drown my emotions

Who am I kidding they can see right through me, the fears I hold so deep within me, the thoughts of insecurities that eat my soul alive. Regardless of how much I try to hide it, the mirrors within the lies reflect the truth beneath the veil. I'm surrounded by ravenous wolves that seek to devour the innocence in me & divert my faith; leaving me with faded scars & a tarnished heart.

Tell me how do I walk into Your presence,
Unclean, so full of sin.

Tell me how do I walk into Your presence,
In shame

I see the reflection of my enemy chasing me,
so I thought...
Because at the end...

It's been ME...
All along...

"Now where do I turn?.."

Sweet and softly a voice whispers in my ears...
"...Unclean, I take you in."

P.S. As I was writing this blog, God gave me three bible verses & a worship song:

Matthew 7:15
1 Timothy 7:15
Philippians 2:12 

Have It All // Brian Johnson 

Wednesday, July 26, 2017


This is so random but I consider myself to be a VERY RANDOM person...

I have wavy hair or what I like to call a CONFUSED HAIR type!..
 It just doesn't decide if it's going to be curly or straight. 


It just wants... 

LET'S CONTINUE..........

I have heard many good/bad things about KERATIN TREATMENT 
<<<<<   SO...   >>>>>
I want to know what do you ladies think about it?
Is it as good as they say it is?
Is it worth the money & the time?
What are the pros & the cons?
What has been your personal experiences?

Sometimes we walk into a salon and all we hear is the hair stylist lingo.
I personally just get overwhelmed & I sit in a chair & say 


I just personally NEVER know what the hack are half of the things I am recommended to do. For example, the famous BRAZILIAN BLOWOUT...

I don't know what that is either SO... don't feel bad.
I'm right with you on this one, SISTER!
For those of you that do know, PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT BELOW & EXPLAIN because I am dying to do something RIDICULOUSLY AWESOME that won't leave me bald!
This hair is going through lack of identity right now LOL!


P. S. I would really LOVE to hear everyones opinion and comments so DO NOT BE A STRANGER & COMMENT BELOW! 

GO, GO, GO!!!!!! 

Wednesday, May 24, 2017


The sun is finally out, 
the wind is blowing through the palm trees, 
And the birds are singing through the blue skies.

Swirling through the beauty of this glorious day that the Lord has made. 
As the colors of the flowers bring joy to the trials.
The sweet smell of fresh cuban bread brings hope to the poor. 

The soothing sounds of the endless blue waters
And the smooth touch of the light brown sand;
Two for one therapy session for those in need.

Finally, life seems like its close to perfect, but wait JUST A MINUTE...

Where did the sun go?
Suddenly, The day is gloomy, the streets are empty
And Silence overpowers everything.
The thoughts of cars clashing
 And buildings trembling crawl into a ball of fear.


Escape with hope or run through the uproar road with faith



Thursday, March 23, 2017

There is life in Jesus Christ

It's so crazy how sometimes we think we can hide ourselves from God. Through every moment of laughter and smiles, we just ease the pain enough to manage it around those that surround us. Constantly speaking with our inner voice, trying to make sense of it all, but at the end you just end up in the same place. Feeling so much lower than you did in the morning. Every thought that you just patched up during the day begins to unfold and burst out like a bomb all at once. The silent tears and constant mind battles begin but yet again you wake up the next morning hoping that the pain will end someday. Some say, "Well I have NO faith in God" but reality is if you are still waking up in the morning, still hoping then you have faith that their might be a god somewhere in the sky. All I'm saying today is there isn't a god, THERE IS A GOD. A God who loves you regardless of who you are or where you came from. A God that collects every silent tear that you shed at night. A God that even when you run away, He chases after you. A God that knows you better than you know yourself. A God that gives you your true identity and only wants the best for you. So let's stop hiding and allow God to do something different today. That your past situation doesn't have to be your current situation. That your beginning doesn't have to be your ending because There is life in Jesus Christ.  

Thursday, February 23, 2017


     Like every other day, I decided to clean the office today. However, today was just so much different than any other day. What I am about to tell you may sound crazy but all I can say is that the beauty in the way God communicates is just amazing. 

Anyways, where was I?

Ooooh Yeah... 

I put on my gloves and started washing the mop cloth. I could literally feel the water running through the gloves as if it were touching my bare skin. 

Side Note: I love anything that has to deal with water: The Beach, waterfalls, pools, etc. Water to me represents peace. It is so much greater than us but yet harmless. 


For one second I closed my eyes and I felt through the water what I feel in God's presence, peace. As I opened my eyes I realized the water had no type of contact with my skin but yet it felt so real. 

Now take a moment to ask yourself: Am I choosing to KNOW OF GOD or am I choosing TO KNOW GOD. 

Sometimes we continue walking through the same path believing for something new to pop up but reality is if we don't give a chance to new and unknown routes then we will just end up back to where we started. Continuously, falling into the same cycle of life and being miserable. 
THANK GOD for giving us FREE WILL. Free will to take off the gloves and feel the water. To not just have the feeling of peace but actually having the ability to experience peace. 

So YES, I am GRATEFUL that we all have the power to choose our path in life. Today I took off the gloves of stagnation and chose to take one more step towards my destiny. As I did, now I encourage you. No longer do you have to continue to walk through the desert. Today I pray in Jesus name that all the chains are broken and like Moses, the sea is parted for you to walk through. 


Tuesday, February 7, 2017


We go around life trying to please everyone around us to the point that we sometimes forget about our own existence. Trying to fix everyone else's problems, making everyone else happy and even bringing some type of meaning to everyone else's life except our own. We lose track of time (keep in mind... time doesn't wait for anyone) & next thing you know 2 years, 5 years or even 7 years pass and we are still struggling with the same situation but everyone else seems to have progress. All those people that we choose to take control of their life's move on and do better but we... we stay stuck in our same cycle. 

You may ask yourself but why?


I'll tell you why... because sometimes we are so afraid to deal with our own messed up situations that we rather deal with others. We choose to forget about ourselves and hide behind that fact that we are "helping" someone else. 

Well THANK GOD for giving us free will, right? 

Giving us such a power to choose our path in life. 

Sometimes I don't know if to be grateful or to be afraid... 

                                          To be continued...

Monday, January 2, 2017

What Do You See?...

You look in the mirror and what do you see?


She saw regret...
Even ugly at times...

The girl that always had a smile on her face.... 
Yes, that same girl was rejecting herself behind close doors. 
Finding no escape from a body that only felt like prison to her.
Nothing could possibly be worse than this...

One day a prince charming came into her life and everything changed... Finally a meaning to her life had come and no longer did she feel alone. He made her feel like the most beautiful woman in this world. Even in her sadness, he managed to make her happy. Her life slowly began to revolve around him. She was then introduced to someone very important in his life and from that very moment, that person also became important to her. The relationship became even greater than the one she had with the prince charming. It was something she couldn't even explain nor understand. However, her eyes were still set on the prince charming. Until one day... The day that rejection no longer came from herself but it came from her so called prince charming. In a matter of weeks she went from the happiest girl to the most miserable girl in this world...
or so she thought... 

All the sweet words had become bitter. Every clear thought became confusion and every slight sign of joy was destroyed. 

There she was all alone again...

Wait... no, no she wasn't.
Remember that person she met?
He was there all along.
Through every tear, through every moment of pain & hopelessness.
He remained.

If you haven't yet figured it out... 
She is me...
I am that girl that set her eyes on a man to feel worthy rather than seek God but through that same relationship I was led to meet the greatest person I know today... Jesus Christ. 

I went from feeling regret to becoming grateful for every situation.
I went from feeling like a failure to knowing I can achieve anything  when God is at the center of my life. 
I went from feeling ugly to accepting that I am perfectly and wonderfully made by Him. 

I am still human so at times I still struggle but even as I write this I can't help but smile because God turned darkness into light when He walked into my life. 

So if this is you as well, just know that regardless of what you think you see in the mirror, God sees you so much better than you'll ever know. He loves you so much and He is with you even when you feel alone. So remember, YOU ARE NEVER ALONE.  

Psalm 34:17-20
"Pray to the Lord, and he will hear you.
He will save you from all your troubles.
The Lord is close to those who have suffered disappointment.
He saves those who are discouraged.
Good people might have many problems,
but the Lord will take them all away.
He will protect them completely.
Not one of their bones will be broken."