Friday, January 19, 2018

Sleeping With The Enemy

Beep Beep Beeeepppp Beeeeeeeeppppp....
Here it goes again... 
The alarm rings uncontrollably as another Monday morning approaches.


 "The sun is finally out, 
 the wind is blowing through the palm trees, 
And the birds are singing through the blue skies...."


OH WAIT JUST A MINUTE!!! 

HAHAHA!!! 
YOU CAUGHT ME!
I already said that in my previous blog!
I was just making sure you were paying attention to what I write. 

Let's Continue...

Yet again there he is, sleeping as cute as a baby and here I am looking like Leonard DiCaprio in the movie Inception, wondering
WHAT THE HACK AM I DOING HERE...



I close my eyes in hope of opening them and realizing it has all just been a REALLY bad dream.
However, Here I am stuck in what is so called REALITY.
His face is so angelic, I catch myself mesmerizing in awe of his eloquent expressions as my body begins to tremble internally. There it is the outermost sensation of disillusion that permeates my thoughts and storms right through what's left of my fragile heart. I ask myself again, WHAT THE HACK AM I DOING HERE...


Regrets and mistakes 
I can't turn around and change. All I have left are these miserable feelings that paralyzes me.

I sit up, take a deep breath and say to myself,
"It's going to be all right". 

 Silent tears run through my face as he gets up with joy and walks away. I then realize...
I am awake & I've been sleeping with the enemy... 






















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